it's me
11.03.2010
Beware: this post contains narcism, only suitable for viewers 18+ (i'm not even 18).
lalala~
accept yourself for God has given you YOURSELF ! i'm so concerned about people who are not satisfied with themselves. yes it's good to some extent . we want to be better it cannot be denied ! :D so do i . but that shouldn't lead us to changing ourselves, to envy people for what they have, wanting to be like others. we are who we are . accept that .
some people are fat, some are thin. some are tall some are not just that tall. some has fare skin, some are tanned, some can be between ;p some are too good in their studies but are not as success as the ones who can't even score more than 20% at school. some can do art, some can sing, some are good in dancing, i even envy people who are able to do gymnastics. some can afford branded goods and some don't even have a good pair of shoes . some have lots of friends, some have a broken family. can't mention everything here i gotta sleep ;p
WHICH ONE ARE YOU?
since i was in primary school, people call me 'cebol' (for you who don't understand what 'cebol' is, do you know dwarfs? not that extreme though ;p). hahaha . i'm so ashamed to confess this XD i was the shortest among my friends. even until now, i'm still the shortest among my friends ;p i've get used being called by that name and such . ('bocil' lah, 'kecil' lah, 'pendek' lah, kasi seneng org2 lah ).
should i regret myself for not being not so tall? NOPE .
but i still hate the elder ones who suggests me to play basketball, badminton, swim, to play skipping rope, to drink milk, eat properly, consume calcium. i even took Chinese pill. only my hair grows longer i don't grow any taller. hahaha .
not only 'cebol' and such, i was also called 'gendut' (fatty..fatyy). a lot of girls are struggling wif this problem . this really is a sensitive matter for females. they don't eat chocolates, nuts, reduce some carbs (rice, bread etc), some of them only consume fruits and veggies. wow i salute them . i can't stand that . i eat all of the food mentioned above ;p well at least i exercise . rather than reducing their portions but never go for exercises.
another name that people are calling me with is 'kelinci', 'hamtaro' (rodents, binatang pengerat). that's because of my front teeth. i hv bunny teeth. wakakak . i love them no matter what you are calling me with :D
my physical appearance may be not that good as what i've described. short, fat then some teeth problem (not a prob actually). LOL. but then, i don't see myself as a figure to pitty for. i love myself and i love my life.
i might be short but i can reach my dreams when taller people might be unable to do that.
i might be fat but i'm healthy and i enjoy life while some of the anorexics are struggling to reduce their fats (even when don't have any left).
i might look like a bunny or a hamster . i like carrots and it's up to you to call me HAMTARO or CHIPMUNKS (christmas don't be late xD) but i love those NAMES . haha .
soooo, please please and please be greatful for who you are . you just can't always look up. sometimes you HAVE to look down. see those people who are as skinny as bones wrapped by skin cos they don't have food to eat. see those people who are too tall like more than 2.5 meters? they can't wear Zara's or Louboutin's products as they are way too off size. hahaha .
sometimes i get angry being called with those weird weird names. but yeah it's me . i'm good the way i am. i should not be angry though, they are CUTE xp
PS: ini gara2 wira panggil gw hamtaro tadi ;p huahuahua . keep calling me HAMTARO ! :D
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