it's my own choice
03.03.2010
many questions in my head asking why did i choose to study abroad? isn't there any better university in Indonesia? why Malaysia? well they are not exactly my questions. just why i prefer to study in Malaysia? away from my mom and dad, my siblings, my grandparents, my aunts and so on and so forth.
why did i? no specific reason. i just don't think long enough when i chose Limkokwing.
all of these learning suppose to be fun when friends are around. but when even none of my close friends take the same course as me, going to the university becomes terrible.
the problem is not that i can't make friends. i make friends from different nationality. i don't like some of them though ;p one or two of them just piss me off when they
speak. kyakyakya no offense .
though i make friends with them, i can't really get along with them as i don't really feel comfortable being with them you know. not really because of the nationality. the way they interact do not comfort me. when i am wif them, all that i can say is "this is not where i belong."
Vivi and Vivian, they are both Indonesians. though they just met here in Malaysia, they get along really well. Shella and Tiffany, they were my classmates during foundation in Indonesia. they are actually cousins. the pairs are taking 'Animation' and 'Fashion' respectively. they are in the same class and for sure have the same schedule. they can go to the bus stop and do some sort of things like chatting while waiting for the bus. sit next to each other in the bus, no need to worry to be sitted next to any strangers. i'm not just talking about ordinary strangers. i'm talking bout the ones who are able to ask for you phone numbers wihout hesitation. scared to death.
it's hard to live 'alone'. going everywhere alone, along in the bus, in class, never hang out at the campus after class. i'm not motivated to go to the campus at all. this kind of university life really SUCK !
think about studying in Jakarta. everything would provided, i would ride a car to go anywhere, dinner would be prepared, won't experience 'homesick' or 'jetlag', won't struggle to bring luggages from the airport.
afterwards, my main purpose coming to Malaysia is to study. i have to do whatever it takes to absorb and gather as many knowledge as possible. even if i have to go to the campus by myself for several years. there is no big deal (actually there is !).
life may give you hard times but it is up to you to make them good or bad :) besides, i get experiences and learn to be independent.
CHILL ! :D
3 what-they-say:
Breeendaaaaaaaaa, we'll always be with uu sayank!! >< i'll come to ur house and play with u, clean the room with u too!! yaaayy!!! XD hahahaha! tomorrow2! ;)
Iya iyaa! We always be there, with you Honey! Semangat2! Kapan2 gw bantu clean the room juga deh... Wkwkwkwk
Ayo Brenda! Semangat! XD
dodol nih semua malah mau bantuin bersihin gubuk ku . hahahaha . i LOVE you guyssss :D muahh muahhh
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